dream dream dream

i dream about something that make me scared

i fall in love with him

and he also fall in love with me

we like each other

until one day he proposed me to marry him

i agreed

one day he said wanna do the medical check up

becoz he's seems sick lately

i said okie

then once he back from hospital

he said wanna marry me next week

i wonder why

he never tell me the reason

then we got marry

he seems tired but tried to hide it

that night

he hugs me and said

i wish i can hug u and never let go

i look at him and smile

he said

i'm sorry if i'm not perfect for u

i'm sorry if i have hurt u before

i'm sorry if i'm not always there for u

i'm sorry for everything

"it's okie", i said

if i'm not here anymore plz take care of urself

i looked at him

he smile

then someone come and knock the door

i walked to the door and opened it

it was his bestie

where's him?

"in the room" i said

then he shows the text msg

aku mntax maaf kalo aku ade slap dan slah ngan ko selame ny

ko knal aku dah lame

aku dah anggap ko mcam adik beradik aku sendiri

ko banyak sabar ngan perangai aku

terima kasih sangat-sangat atas segala-galanya

kalo aku dah tak ade kat dunia ni

ko jaga lar mira baek-baek

bahagiakan dia

jangan pernah tinggalkan dia

aku tak mampu nak jaga dia selepas ni

aku kena pergi dulu

masa aku dah sampai

maafkan aku

i cried and run into the room

i tried to wake him up

then i realised

he has gone

i cried and cried until i awake from that dream

OMG

ya Allah , harap2 mimpi itu x menjadi kenyataan

i'm so scared