LOVE

when you love someone

you will smile when you see he/she is happy

although you are not apart of his/her happiness

when you love someone

you will walk away when you were asked to do so

although you are dying to stay

when you love someone

you will care for him/her

although you know that he/she never care for you

when you love someone

you will feel the same pain he/she feels

although you have doubt they will feel the same way to you

when you love someone

you heart will beats like crazy if he/she text you

although you know it means nothing

when you love someone

you can't find any reason to hate him/her

although he/she has hurt you a lot

stop stop stop

after all this time

i keep fighting and fighting

what i got is

the pain deep inside me

the pain that killing me badly

until i decided to stop

and after that

i feel great

i guess sometime

we just need to let it go

let karma handle it

it just feel better

when i stopped it right there

stopped to looked at your wall

stopped to looked at your tweets

stopped to care about what are you doing

I find myself better without doing all of these stuff

yeah , i'm learning

from the past to make me better in the future

will stop mentioning u now

FULLSTOP

not perfect

setelah apa yang berlaku

kini aku sedar

bertapa aku leka dengan mainan dunia

banyak bende yang telah berlaku kat aku

aku tak sedar semua itu ujian dari Allah

aku terus leka

hinggalah mama aku sendiri sedarkan aku

"ingat tuhan kak ngah"

ketika itu , baru aku sedar

aku dah lama leka

sesungguhnya Tuhan itu Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang

walaupun aku dah lama terlupaNya

namun Dia masih mendengar rintihan aku

Dia masih mahu memberikan ketenangan yang sekian lama aku cari

Alhamdulliah dengan izinNya

hati aku ini kembali tenang

hidup aku kembali normal

Alhamdulliah

He shows me the truth

He shows me what's best for me

THANK YOU ALLAH!